Outlier frequency

I'm sick of this.

I'm sick of me trying so hard to understand how other people feel and think but nobody returning the favor.

Maybe it's my fault, by doing so I misled then into thinking I'm just like them. That I'm just like a Normal. But if I be myself and be shunned by the Normals it's my fault too!

I knew my message has sounded harsh. But I expected her, one of my closer friends, to understand.

But when she didn't, it brought everything to light. No, it has been this way for a long time, but I tried to ignore it, to excuse it, because she was my friend.

I lost a close friend today.

It hurt more than I wanted it to.

I'm sick and tired of this. I really have no goal or desire to stay on this planet.

It's not you. It's me.

Goodbye.