I'm sick of this.
I'm sick of me trying so hard to understand how other people feel and think but nobody returning the favor.
Maybe it's my fault, by doing so I misled then into thinking I'm just like them. That I'm just like a Normal. But if I be myself and be shunned by the Normals it's my fault too!
I knew my message has sounded harsh. But I expected her, one of my closer friends, to understand.
But when she didn't, it brought everything to light. No, it has been this way for a long time, but I tried to ignore it, to excuse it, because she was my friend.
I lost a close friend today.
It hurt more than I wanted it to.
I'm sick and tired of this. I really have no goal or desire to stay on this planet.
It's not you. It's me.
Goodbye.